Not The Plan

to write my thoughts and ideas and share my diabetes stories with all of you – the DOC – the people who have made a place in my heart as my friends. I never dreamed that the day would come when I would have to make a choice to keep what I had and deal with what was going on “behind the scenes”, make drastic changes and move my entire blog – name and all, or stop blogging all together. But now it has come down to that, and stopping blogging is not something I’m willing to do right now, especially with this pregnancy.

I cannot divulge a lot of information, but in a nutshell, there is someone in my life that is causing a lot of problems. They also read my blog every day. Which, under most circumstances, would be perfectly okay with most people, but it’s not okay with me. And, yes, I know this is a public blog and anyone out there can read this (hence the reason why I was debating on changing anything at all to begin with).  And yes, in case you’re wondering, I personally don’t want them reading about me. Maybe it’s just me being highly upset with this person for doing what they are doing. Maybe by moving my blog to a new site isn’t such a great idea. But I’m doing the only thing I know to do to keep this blog for it’s intended purpose – to reach other diabetics and for me to have a place to vent in full honesty about Diabetes or anything else. Some may say that saying anything on my blog is not right and I shouldn’t do it because it’s a personal issue. Well, this is a personal blog. Yes, it’s about living with diabetes… and that’s just it… it’s about LIVING with Diabetes, and this is me living my life right now.

Will I ever go back to the other blog? I doubt it. This is my blog’s new home… new name… new look. I’m not changing it all again. If push comes to shove, I’ll just stop blogging (or maybe blog under another “assumed” name?). I’m sorry if I sound cra-to-tha-zy for doing all of this, I’m just really at a loss as to what to do. Thank you, guys, for putting up with me. You’re the best!